Hey everyone wats goin on.....havent written in a long while....just thought i would drop a few words....everything is goin really well....just really busy with work dance and just life in general!!!! The love of my life is still the most wonderful man alive....a cant thank God enough for everyday that he is here with me!!! and then there is dance it is goin strong we have a show tomorrow with townsend in houston and then competition next weekend......so wish us luck....i hope everyone had an awesome july 4th !!!! I wish you all the best.....hey and holly if you read this let me know if your sister made captain im really curious im sure she did....she was amazing at spring show....well i love everyone....write more another day!!! HOLLA!!!

Hey everyone wats goin on.....havent written in a long while!!!! anywho just thought i would drop a few words while i have a chance!!! first of all i wanna say that i am in love with the greatest man alive.....Tony, Tony, Tony!!!! oh i love him....!!!! Thats my Baby!!! Dance is goin great....cant wait for townsends stuff this summer....we are goin on tour starting in june....so get ready for this boy he is goin to blow up....cant wait!!!! anywho ftroop is killing it the company that i dance for....the last competition we were at we one everything and i mean everything...hip hop waatttt!!!! lol...im crazy....anywas thats really all i have to say for now....i cant wait till june for the tour so i can get out of this state for awhile....and go tour the country....and with the one i love.....its goin to be so fun!!! well anywho i will write more again....wenever i get on the internet which probably wont be for another month....but oh well it makes it more fun wen i actually get to get online!!! anywho i love you all.....and especially tony the love of my life!!! talk to all of yall lata!!!! Peace up A-town down!!!!

Alright so its been a minute since the last time i wrote like a long ass novel on here haha!!! but i thought i would drop a few lines while i have the chance....i can never get on here anymore cuz they took the internet away were i work and that was the only time that i actually got online!!! and i dont have the internet at my apartment but we are gonna get it eventually...hopefully sooner then later!!! but anywho things have just been really crazy for me lately between work and dancing for townsend and now with this new artist that i dance for downtime is slim to none most of the time!!! but wat can u do....ill just be glad wen all i do for a living is dance and thats it.....that will be the life!!! but anywho we had a show for townsend this weekend in kilene....it went really well for so of the dilemas that we went thru!!! so sound technical mistakes with the music and stuff like that but we recovered well!!! its all learning experiences....but the crowd loved it....u know did some autographs it was fun!!!! then this next weekend i will be goin to california for kayo the new artist that i dance for!! so that should be a blast!! plus a nice pay check ....so its all good...but we will be gone all weekend for that one...fri-sun.!!!! but really that is all i have to say for now.....i will keep everyone updated and posted on everything!!! I love everyone and i hope that everyone had an awesome April Fool's Day !!!!! Luv u all!!!! Write more lata....and please leave some comments its always nice to get feedback!!!! Peace Up A-town Down!!!

Happy

St. Patty's Day

Everyone!!!!!

Make sure u wear ur green :)!!!!

THE LONGEST WEEK OF MY LIFE!!!!

Alright so its been a min. since the last time i actually wrote something long on this thing!!! Im bored as heck at work right now so i figured this would be a good time to do it...plus i have alot on my mind right now so this will help me hopefully get some of that shit out of there!!! So lets just say this past week pretty much was just hell!!!! It started off good and then just went downhill from there! On monday...clacy took me out to eat....aww and it was so cute wen we walked to the car and he opened the car door for me like he does every single time  there were a dozen roses there for me....that was the first time that i had ever gotten flowers from anyone so needless to say that made my day....lol i didnt really know how to react to it cuz im noto good w/showing my emotions...but i loved them!! and then we just hung out together it was a nice day!!! then tues hits....and i had noticed that my right side of my mouth was hurting...and it was hurting all the way up to my ear...so i was like oh this is great...well that pain had started that mon. night and wen i woke up that tues. mornin my whole side of my face on the right was swollen...i was like wtf..plus it hurt like all hell!!! so i just drove to the dentist w/ right away that mornin....and to make a good week go bad i had a gum infection....oh just wat i needed....so i had to get on anabiotics...plus some hydrocodine to keep the pain away....oh i felt like crap that day...but wat made it better was wen i went to buy the proscriptions just one of the pills that i had to take cost me $115 dollar...and that was just one set....plus the other pills my total was $130....i already felt like shit that day so after that i just started crying cuz that is not wat i needed...all u people out there who have bills to pay understand were im coming from!! So after all of that i still had to take my ass to work sick as all hell....and i looked horrible too....but i hung in there all day....and i still worked the next couple of days in the same amount of pain...wuhoo im a BEAST !!! Then thurs. comes....so far this week just hasnt been to pleasant....im stressed and tired as all hell and my emotions are at there peek. So i get off from work go home and take a nap cuz im all drugged up and tired from an 8 hour day at work so i get home around 4ish....lay down and fall asleep right away!! Didnt wake up till 8...and i had to be at dance in 30 mins....and live 30 mins away...so i was like crap went up stairs thru something on....and pretty much looked like crap eyes all puffy and really just needed to stay home and sleep....even my mom was like u look horrible...haha...real nice mom...anyways she wanted me just to stay at home and sleep...but i was like no i have to be there...cuz we are gettin ready for competition right now i need to be there and plus im co-captain...so just feel obligated!! Since i have been at this studio i have only missed one day i was even up there practicing wen i had kidney stones....lol...yeah i know im crazy but i love it and its my life!! Anywaz moving on so i leave home at about 8:10pm....and get in my car and forgot that i had no gas...so i was like shit so then i had to go and get gas which took me another 10 mins....so by the time i actually got on the freeway it was 8:20 which meant i had 10 mins to get there and it takes usually 25 to 30 to get there!! So spead my ass off....and got there at around 8:40!!! i was 10 mins late but i made it and they hadnt even started yet!!! but then we had a team meeting before we got started and the first thing that fenton asked (dance instructor) was why were u late!!! and he knows that i am probably the most dedicated on that team i am up at that studio everyday regardless of if im sick or wat i had to do that day!!! i made up some bullshit excuse that i had work...and he was like that is unexcusable...this needs to be ur first priority....and started goin off on me in front of the team...and i was like i dont need this now....cuz i had just been thru alot this week...so i just broke down and started crying....it wasnt to much fun!!! so thur. at dance was probably the first day since i have been there that i havent enjoyed dancing there....if i didnt work my ass off i wouldnt care but i do so i was just hurt and pissed!!! went home that night woke up the next mornin went to work....and i made sure that i was goin to talk to fenton that day cuz i wanted to get this resolved as to why he was bein so hard on me for no reason and this has been an on goin thing!!! so around 4 he calls me back!!! we had along conversation and after i told him the real story of wat happened he felt like crap knowing that i was tellin my mom no i have to be there even thou i should have just stayed home and slept!! but the reasons for him bein so hard on me lately...is that he is just preparing me for the road ahead that im about ot embark on....meaning all the touring that im about to start doin in march for townsend and how hard everything is goin to be....he just wants to make sure that i am goin to be able to handle everything that is goin to be thrown at me...and not just with townsend but anything and everything in my future career!!! So friday i worked like10 hours straight...got there late that day cuz of traffic which sucked...but i worked until 5 so i definitely made up for it!!! met up with the family for dinner that night in the discusting weather at bennigans ate....and then went home and went to sleep!!!  having to wake up to another shitty day!! so sat. roles around mind u this is supposed to be my one day off....yea some day off....i had to get up at 6 to meet up for a staff meeting at 9 which lasted from 9-12!!! then right after that i had to go work a mavericks game for planet tan!!! then i was supposed to have nothing else to do that day....haha not!!! so i get a text message from my friend tina who was supposed to be fillin in at are store that night!!!! she texts me and said that her and her sister got in this huge argument and that her sister is makin her leave for alabama tomorrow and that she needed to spend time with her son. to tell jimmy she is sorry (general manager of planet tan addison)!! i was like ok...well here is his number...call him and let him know wats goin on!!! she never texted me back...so i was like oh well its not my problem im not goin to worry about it...its my day off!!! about an hour later i get this call from jimmy do u have tina's number cuz she didnt show up for work...and i told him about the text messages...and he was pissed!! he calls me back in about 30 mins. asking me to go and work!!! im dead from this week hadnt had a day off since monday...then the sat. i was supposed to have off which wasnt really a day off turned into a 3 hour staff meeting...a mavericks promotion....and work!!!! i was pissed, tired...oh it sucked!!!! so that night i went over to my girls apartment...and hung out....i needed to just hang out with my friends...cuz i never do that!!! aparently that night we went and got food in the middle of the night.....i didnt wanna drive my car so i had hannah drive it to go get the food!!! well wen we got back we left my car lights on all night!!! so wen i went to leave that sun. mornin my car wouldnt start...and then to top that off i stepped in dog shit!!! oh it was a good start to a fabulous day i could feel it already!!! so we had to get somebody to jump my car...finally i got home at around 10:40am....i had to be at work at 12....so i was bustin ass to get ready!!! i sped my ass to work got there like 5 mins late!!! and worked till  6....im so worn out plus sales sucked that day!!! then that night we had a staff dinner....jimmy took us out for hittin levels last month...but only half the staff went so it didnt turn out quite as we planned it but oh well!!! anywho i was supposed to have today off...but something happened and those plans were shot out of the water...so here i am today in the mornin at work tired as heck!!! hopefully sales will be good today....cuz tomorrow i finally have off after a 7 day straight week of work!!! since today is the last day of the month that im workin im hopin i get good sales....so i can get TC of the month....cuz oh i have worked my ass off for it!! Well now since i have written my 10 page novel...haha.... u will all know about my horrible week...hopefully i can see clacy later today....and he will make me feel better !!! Then of course i will have dance tonight wuhoo...haha!!! But if anyone wants to leave me some comments or words of encouragment....just anything it would make my day!!!! I love everyone and i hope u all have a good monday !!!! Write more another day!!!!!!